Perpustakaan Kuala Lumpur

Due to assignments, I needed to read a looottttttt of books, journals and articles.
I took initiative to go to Perpustakaan Kuala Lumpur with the hope that I could find more resources compare to Uni's library.
Well, nothing's different for the books except for the environment. It was way comfortable and peaceful.

Tampak depan

Sebelahan sama galeri Kuala Lumpur

Vending machine

Why so hard? #inconsistent no.3

Some people might not know this, but I AM A PLANNER.

I tried to change this habit because sometimes it annoys me so freakinnnnn' much. Recently I was really stressed out because most of the things not went as I planned.
Pfffiuuhhhh!

Why so hard? #inconsistent no.2

How can I do my assignments in these 2 years???

Why so hard? #inconsistent no.1

One thing about me that people might do not know:
#Inconsistent

Well, I guess I can't play piano well without diligent learning

Official: SELLING BROWNIES

Guys, karena aku sekarang di homeland nggak ada tanggung jawab yang benerbener harus dipenuhi, aku coba buat usaha brownies. Dari dulu sih emang suka buat and kasi kasi ke orang dengan cuma-cuma. Paling kalau ada yang beli, itu cuma bayar bahan brownies nya doang, nggak pake uang jasa. So, it is official now!

Rp 25.000 (kecil; 15cm)
Rp 45.000 (besar; 30 cm)
Dijamin, enak banget karena kami memakai bahan- bahan kualitas terbaik.
Medan only :p

GO Vini!

Hi, it's me :D

Ok, it's been a month and I did not write anything here in my blog. My apologize. Well, I know I should be sorry to myself cos no one really keep buzzing my blog. Hehe :(
Recently, I have no idea what to write or I shall say I have no mood to write because I am writing too much on my report. All my effort goes to it :p
InshaAllah it almost finish. And I will pack my things and go back home; real home; my real real home; home sweet home :D
I feel sad though, cause I will definitely miss my friends here and my childrennnnnnnnnn a lot.
After going back to my hometown, I promise to start updating the blog.
 So, see you soon.

#IMissMyBlog
#NowPlaying: Michael Bubble- Home
 

MY F.A.I.T.H- Between me and further education

I've been asking myself like thousand hundred time to make this decision therefore my life would be easier. I was answering myself about all questions that spin around my head and it's simple; I decided to become teacher. Yet, I can't decide. I can't decide where should I continue and which one; EC Studies or Psychology? At this moment, I feel like I want to be a character in a book or drama that when I wake up in the morning I feel confident about my decision. However, this is a real life. So, I should face it!
Back to reality, after 2 years and 4 months(almost there!), I feel saturated to end this diploma. It's like, 'GOSH! It's finish! YEAYYYY!' and five seconds later 'Yes, it's finish but it's not over yet.'  C'mon! I just finish my diploma and I satisfy? No.
Hmm. I have several options in my head which are:
1) Take 1 year break.
2) Continue with EC studies
3) Be brave! Take opportunity to learn psychology
If you have those options, which one will you choose? Currently, I really want to choose option 1. Take 1 year break and start teaching. But if I think about it again, my choice will be option number 3. Then, if I scared enough to face it, I will choose option 2.
Well, maybe this is when I am in identity confusion stage; Erik Erikson's theory: Identity Vs Role Confusion. I am asking a lot to myself "Who am I?" , "Where should I go?", "How can I fit in?", "How can I satisfy my parents and myself?", and so on and so on. Many people said, identity confusion comes when there is pressure from family, especially parents. Well, that's not happening to me. My father said he always support me and never push me to choose what he wants me to do. He ever attempted that and it failed, that's why I guess he did not want to push me again. Is it because only me? I can see all my friends do not have the confusion as I have, this makes me personally more upset to myself. all of them know where to go, how to go and what they want to be. ARGH!
Actually, the solution is simply enough. Have faith and be consistent! Unfortunately, I can't be consistent. I 'might be' sure to be a teacher but I am not sure on how I should be a teacher.
What should I do now? Tawakal. #EndOfStory

RasulAllah (PBUH) said:

".....Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you.
Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you.
If you ask, ask of Allah; if you seek help, seek help of Allah......"

(Termithi)

Open the page; 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD...
It's been a year (my relationship with blogging). I hope I can write things that useful to everyone. Blogging somehow evoke me to experience the world better because if the things I wanna share in blog, I need to remember and feel it, haha! ;)

Do you have resolution? I don't. I have reflection though. What I did in 2011 wasn't great but marvelous! #Alhamdulillah. I've got the love from my parents, siblings and my closest friends and I am still being me. What else did I need?
Yet, there are soo many things, I need to improve. I am #20 and in 2012 I try to be less ignorance, less hateful, stop useless talk, more sincere and correcting myself in fashion. It's hard for me to imagine that I am getting older, I am more responsible to myself and I am living apart with my parents. Reflect back, I cannot deny that when I live together with my parents, I was more spoiled and being such an ungrateful daughter but now, after more than 2 years separate with them, I realize that living apart with my parents make me more grateful of life.
Thanks to Merciful Allah that always guide me, protect me and give me a chance to feel one more happiness; spent my little time to breathe together with the sisters. 2012, here I am...

131211

13 DECEMBER 2011 was a remarkable day.
I turned 20; which I did not really excited about it ;)

And also, I finished my final written exam. Alhamdulillah! One step closer to reach my Diploma. Feel great? No. I was doing good for my exams but I cannot say I did great. It was just a smooth flow, nice way to end it. #BeGrateful
To end this final, my friends and I had great dinner last night and they gave me a birthday cake surprise. Aww, thanks girls. Alhamdulillah.

Start from tomorrow I will take my holiday.

Start from the basic

xoxo
Livinia

Kiddo, I miss y'all

My job accepts emotional bonding with my clients. 
And I miss my clients right now. 
:(

Quick Update: What I really want RIGHT NOW

1. J'adore dior

2. Facial treatment

3. Buffet Dinner

I am (not) OK

Rasanya pengen nangis.
Rasanya air mata ini harus jatuh.
Rasanya pengen gitu lemah aja nggak usah tegar.
Rasanya pengen bilang ke orang orang kalo sebenarnya aku nggak kuat, aku nggak mampu, aku nggak sanggup.
Tapi rasanya mulut pun susah mengucapkannya
Jadi ya,
Cukup dengan I'm OK.
You know I am not.

The power of exam!

Exam period: 12 Sept- 23 Sept 2011!

Emotional Roller Coaster

I seriously am having a hard time to apply the knowledge that I've absorbed to my students. I can feel that no one support me for that, thefore I am feeling not to support myself as well.

Yes, I am a bit down right now. I am SAD. How can I treat my students like that? Guilty is always in my heart every day.

Is that something wrong with me? I mean, is it something in me that makes me have a difficulty time dealing with this? Is it normal?

I don't know.

June meet July

Yah, udah bulan Juli aja ternyata. Time flies really fast!

Ritual aku udah mulai berubah sedikit semenjak bulan Juni karena aku harus start kerja dan bangun pagi hari tentunyaaa. Rasanya berattttt banget kalau udah alarm bunyi tapi alhamdulillah sampai sekarang tetap semangat dan masih semangat.

Lebih dari setahun aku membiasakan diri untuk bangun siangan dikit. Jadi, badan aku agak shock juga sih pas disuruh bangun bagi tiap hari.

Sekarang lagi masa masa membiasakan diri untuk segala perubahan. Ceileh, gaya banget yaaa akunya!

Masa masa untuk mengenal my bossess juga.

Well, jujur aja kadang aku masih belum tau apa yang diinginkan oleh salah satu dari mereka. Kalau dipikir-pikir, kami bekerja sebagai team, tapi kenapa yaaa masih ada juga yang suka seenak hatinya doang. Okey, think positive! (saat menulis blog ini aku lagi kesel banget sama dia)

Btw, aku dan abang aku udah prepare kado buat ultah my mom. Udah lewat sihh ultahnya cuma kan kami nggak ada ketemu, yaaaa jadi kadonya disimpan dulu deh. Tapi kadonyaaa super hebat deh. Hehehe (sombong).

Hmm.. apalagi yaaaa. Actually, banyak lagi yang ingin aku post tapi untuk saat ini, biarlah stop disini. See you on the next post! :)

Me say hi...

So, it's been a while or should I say since 28th April 2011, I never update my blog.
May was a veryyyyy busyyyy holiday!!!!!! I tried to update once I arrived at my hometown- Medan but I just can't. There's no internet in our home and I had a super laziness feeling to go to cyber cafe.
But here I am now, back to reality. No more holiday mood. You should say hi to my new friend, semester 6 :)).
Btw, it's quite awkward that I should stay here by myself. Need to make breakfast by my own, need to do laundry by my own, need this and that my by own. Huh! After almost 1 month holiday, I forgot how it was....
Hahaha. But I am fine :)

Not(e) to Myself

Okey, let me begin with my small confession. 
I DO HAVE PROBLEMS! IT'S OBVIOUS!
I still do not understand why people often say "I'm the one who have the biggest problem in the world. I better die." or else. HELLO! Wake up please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well yes, we like to use 'IF' word; "If I were you, my life will be so much easier.", "If I do this, I won't regret." and many more IF. As for me, I like to imagine how if I was born in another family? How if the time can be stopped? How if xx? How if xxx?...But it's just imagination. We are not living in fairy tale world and there is no tinker bell will help us to solve our problems. We live in the REAL WORLD and there is no turning back here. Who else will help you except Allah?
Ask Him, ask for His direction and also forgiveness.
Don't be selfish to think that you are the only one who have the complicated bombastic problem in the world.
For me, if I have trouble I will think of my Mom's quotations:
"Maybe what we want is not what we need."
"Keep your positive thinking. Control your mind and don't let evil control it!"
"Accept. Accept. Accept."
It's soo hard for me to keep positive. But,please remember people cannot help you, you're the ONE who can help yourself to be more open. Then you will realize that actually Allah always direct your way

March(ing) On

March is kinda busy everyone!!!

Soo many assignments to do and so many presentations are coming up for April.

Though I had some chances to shopping and bought some new stuffs (ehm), hehe!

Speaking of that, I've been thinking to sell my clothes, shoes and bags that I don't wanna use anymore... I sold some to my friends already. And the others? I think I will keep them and give to my younger cousin. (Ahaa, she will be very happy).

Study break starts tomorrow. Me and ( I wish) my team will try harder to prepare our presentations. 

And I hope I will pass through Mr. April smoothly. EXAMSSSS AHHH!

Enjoy your day:)

Keep Marching On

February Lucky Duck

Ahaa! I was so damn lucky...

Bulan Februari kemarin, aku menang kuis habibie ainun via twitter. Hadiahnya, aku berhasil  mendapatkan buku habibie ainun yang ditandatangani langsung oleh pak Habibie beserta namaku didalamnya. :D :D :D  For me it's such an honour.

Dan ternyata bukan itu aja, aku dapet "letter of the month" edisi Gogirl Magz februari. Hadiahnya, aku akan dikasi Samsung MP3 oleh pihak Gogirl. :) :) :)

But FYI, barang2 nya belum ada ditangan aku.

Untuk quiz habibie ainun, aku bingung kenapa hadiahnya belum mendarat juga di rumahku padahal aku uda memberikan alamat rumah via email and email aku dibalas mereka. Hmm. It's almost a month.

Nah, untuk Gogirl, aku baru tau semalam( Yes! Semalam!) kalau aku berhak dapetin MP3 nya. Abang aku baru abis liburan di hometown aku~ Medan dan bawain aku majalah langganan aku tersebut. Terus, pas aku baca tadi malam, nama aku ada didalamnya. Tadi pagi dan siang aku coba telp ke kantor Gogirl tapi bagian promosinya nggak ada. Huff. Jadi aku nggak ngerti tuh and nggak bisa mastiin bahwa aku bakal dapat hadiahnya...

Yahh, I hope those 2 things can be mine as soon as possible.

Well, buku habibie ainun dan mp3 sebenarnya aku uda punya. Tapi rasanya bedaaaaaaaaaa gitu kalau aku dapat karena 'menangin' sesuatu. Cieeee. Tapi serius loh.. Aku nggak ada maksud pamer atau sombong, cuma ada perasaan puas dan self- identity (huh?). Mungkin kalian gitu juga? Hehehe.

conjunctivitis on me, huhu

Holla Guys :)


Minggu lalu, aku bangun pagi dengan mata sebelah kiri yang merah, berair, bengkak dan belekan.  Dan setiap beberapa kedipan, mata sebelah kiri terasa perih. Aku sms temen aku untuk beli obat mata dan sambil menunggu aku cari-cari informasi by uncle google. Menurut informasi yang kuperoleh, mata aku bisa sembuh lebih kurang 7 hari dan tidak boleh  memakai kontak lensa selama masa penyembuhan. Well, aku sedikit lega. Terus, temen aku (A) datang bawa obat tetes mata dan nggak menyangka mata aku bisa bengkak dan berair sebegitu parahnya. A panik, suruh aku ke dokter. Dan aku pun yang tadinya udah nggak khawatir banget, jadi panik lagi. Aku takut dan bilang nggak perlu ke dokter karena aku udah cari-cari di google kalau penyakit aku bisa sembuh dalam 7 hari. Tapi A tetep kukuh dan akhirnya berhasil menghasut aku. A telpon temen kami (N) dan menceritakan kondisiku, kemudian sorenya, N datang ke rumah ku dan kami pun berangkat. Aku langsung terus terang ke mereka kalau aku takut. "Gimana kalau aku nggak boleh pakai kontak lensa selamanya? Gimana kalau dokter bilang aku sebentar lagi buta? Gimana kalau orangtuaku tau? Gimana blablabla" sepanjang perjalanan. 
Kami sampai di optik PHILMAY dan aku berkonsultasi dengan DR. Agnes Maria seorang optometrist dan contact lens practitioner. Sekilaaas aja dia liat mataku dan bilang kalau aku kena conjunctivitis karena kontak lensa. Dan sembuh dalam tempo 3-7 hari (Nahhh,betuuul kan aku???). A tanya, bisa nggak sembuhnya esok hari karena aku ada important part di weddingnya temen aku esok harinya. DR. Maria berpikir, berpikir and berpikir, ambil handphone, cakap-cakap trus suruh kami ke farmasi seberang optik untuk langsung ambil obatnya.
Apotekernya langsung memberikan aku 'Sofradex' dan menyuruh aku meneteskan 1 tetes di mata selang 2 jam.
Dan alhamdulillah, obatnya bekerja dengan baik. Mataku tidak merah, berair ataupun belekan. Esoknya aku pakai kontak lensa selama 3 jam di wedding.


Nah guys, setiap orang mempunyai ketahanan yang berbeda-beda dalam memakai kontak lensa. A pakai kontak lensa bisa lebih dari 12 jam per hari sedangkan aku nggak kuat. Jadi, atas pengalaman aku diatas, aku sarankan jangan terlalu memaksakan memakai kontak lensa jika tidak nyaman. Karena hampir 2 tahun lebih aku pakai kontak lensa, baru seminggu lalu aku merasa ketakutan yang amat sangat karena tidak peduli sama anggota tubuhku sendiri.