MY F.A.I.T.H- Between me and further education

I've been asking myself like thousand hundred time to make this decision therefore my life would be easier. I was answering myself about all questions that spin around my head and it's simple; I decided to become teacher. Yet, I can't decide. I can't decide where should I continue and which one; EC Studies or Psychology? At this moment, I feel like I want to be a character in a book or drama that when I wake up in the morning I feel confident about my decision. However, this is a real life. So, I should face it!
Back to reality, after 2 years and 4 months(almost there!), I feel saturated to end this diploma. It's like, 'GOSH! It's finish! YEAYYYY!' and five seconds later 'Yes, it's finish but it's not over yet.'  C'mon! I just finish my diploma and I satisfy? No.
Hmm. I have several options in my head which are:
1) Take 1 year break.
2) Continue with EC studies
3) Be brave! Take opportunity to learn psychology
If you have those options, which one will you choose? Currently, I really want to choose option 1. Take 1 year break and start teaching. But if I think about it again, my choice will be option number 3. Then, if I scared enough to face it, I will choose option 2.
Well, maybe this is when I am in identity confusion stage; Erik Erikson's theory: Identity Vs Role Confusion. I am asking a lot to myself "Who am I?" , "Where should I go?", "How can I fit in?", "How can I satisfy my parents and myself?", and so on and so on. Many people said, identity confusion comes when there is pressure from family, especially parents. Well, that's not happening to me. My father said he always support me and never push me to choose what he wants me to do. He ever attempted that and it failed, that's why I guess he did not want to push me again. Is it because only me? I can see all my friends do not have the confusion as I have, this makes me personally more upset to myself. all of them know where to go, how to go and what they want to be. ARGH!
Actually, the solution is simply enough. Have faith and be consistent! Unfortunately, I can't be consistent. I 'might be' sure to be a teacher but I am not sure on how I should be a teacher.
What should I do now? Tawakal. #EndOfStory

RasulAllah (PBUH) said:

".....Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you.
Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you.
If you ask, ask of Allah; if you seek help, seek help of Allah......"

(Termithi)

Open the page; 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD...
It's been a year (my relationship with blogging). I hope I can write things that useful to everyone. Blogging somehow evoke me to experience the world better because if the things I wanna share in blog, I need to remember and feel it, haha! ;)

Do you have resolution? I don't. I have reflection though. What I did in 2011 wasn't great but marvelous! #Alhamdulillah. I've got the love from my parents, siblings and my closest friends and I am still being me. What else did I need?
Yet, there are soo many things, I need to improve. I am #20 and in 2012 I try to be less ignorance, less hateful, stop useless talk, more sincere and correcting myself in fashion. It's hard for me to imagine that I am getting older, I am more responsible to myself and I am living apart with my parents. Reflect back, I cannot deny that when I live together with my parents, I was more spoiled and being such an ungrateful daughter but now, after more than 2 years separate with them, I realize that living apart with my parents make me more grateful of life.
Thanks to Merciful Allah that always guide me, protect me and give me a chance to feel one more happiness; spent my little time to breathe together with the sisters. 2012, here I am...

Current Report: Trans Studio Bandung.

Ke Bandung berarti ke Trans Studio Bandung! Awalnya aku sempat galau untuk masuk karena rasanya sayang buang-buang duit (baca: sedikit meremehkan Trans Studio). Tapi setelah berpikir berulang ulang dengan 2 sepupuku, akhirnya kami memutuskan untuk masuk (dan melayanglah dua ratus ribu rupiah ke kantong Trans Corp).
DAN TERNYATA!!!!!
SERU kok. Konsepnya emang hampir sama dengan universal studio tapi kan kalau TRANS studio ini indoor dan lebih kecil emang.
Baru masuk, udah main Vertigo (kayaknya di dufan juga ada deh). Pusiing gilaa, tangan gemeteran selesai main.
Dan masih banyak wahana wahana yang seru lagi tapi sayangnya roller coaster nya belum bisa dimainin.

Aku paling terkesima sama marvel 4D dan green screen (aku jadi host Insert Investigasi Selebriti :D)
Nah, tapi kalau di Trans Studio Makassar ada wax figures seperti di Madame Tussauds, di Bandung nggak ada atau belum ada.
Overall, I didn't regret it and thumbs up for Trans Studio!
Here are some pics I took inside (btw, these are from pocket camera only, yaaa not that good babe!)

yes ME as a host :)

131211

13 DECEMBER 2011 was a remarkable day.
I turned 20; which I did not really excited about it ;)

And also, I finished my final written exam. Alhamdulillah! One step closer to reach my Diploma. Feel great? No. I was doing good for my exams but I cannot say I did great. It was just a smooth flow, nice way to end it. #BeGrateful
To end this final, my friends and I had great dinner last night and they gave me a birthday cake surprise. Aww, thanks girls. Alhamdulillah.

Start from tomorrow I will take my holiday.

Start from the basic

xoxo
Livinia

Kiddo, I miss y'all

My job accepts emotional bonding with my clients. 
And I miss my clients right now. 
:(

Update: Most Favorite Korean Drama 2011

3. CITY HUNTER

2. IT'S OK, DADDY'S GIRL

1. LIE TO ME

Best song: CITY HUNTER OST.

JongHyun (SHINee)- So Goodbye

Montessori Class

Hi fellas!
So, I am taking An Introduction to the Theory & Practice of the Montessori Method of Education for my final sem.
I attend 14 classes; 7 classes for the theory and another 7 classes for the practice. We have learned Montessori philosophy and background in some previous subjects. But we never really explore about it. And, the time has come!
Btw, for the exam, we have written exam and practice exam. For the practice exam, we need to choose one material for each categories and present it in front of the lecturer (the lecturer become the child and me become the teacher). There are 5 categories; Activity for everyday living, Literacy, Numeracy, Culture and Sensorial.
So, these are the materials that I chose for my practice exam (1st Dec).

1) Using pegging- Activity for everyday life

2) Sandpaper letters- Literacy

3) Seguin Board B Naming the symbol 10-90- Numeracy

4) Continent Globe- Culture

5) Color Box 1- Sensorial Activity

Thank Goodness, it went well! From 5 materials that I chose, the lecturer will decide 3 materials to present only. And on that day, they (yes, they: 3 lecturers was assessing me) chose Using Pegging, Sandpaper Letter and Color Box 1.

Overall, I like Montessori Class!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I like the materials that I chose for practice exam. Hehehe.
Xoxo
Vini