I am (not) OK

Rasanya pengen nangis.
Rasanya air mata ini harus jatuh.
Rasanya pengen gitu lemah aja nggak usah tegar.
Rasanya pengen bilang ke orang orang kalo sebenarnya aku nggak kuat, aku nggak mampu, aku nggak sanggup.
Tapi rasanya mulut pun susah mengucapkannya
Jadi ya,
Cukup dengan I'm OK.
You know I am not.

The power of exam!

Exam period: 12 Sept- 23 Sept 2011!

m.a.s.a.l.a.h

Tadi pagi, begitu membuka mata, aku langsung lihat blackberry aku dan buka facebook. Well, kebanyakan dari status di facebook adalah keluhan tentang kehidupan mereka yang sangat berat; 'Kenapa harus bangun pagi?', 'Telat sahur.', 'Ditinggal pacar.', 'Bokek.' , dll.  Tapi ada satu status yang bener-bener menyiksa mata aku untuk melihatnya.

Well, nggak perlu aku kasi tau apa isi statusnya, tapi yang tulis status itu adalah temen aku sendiri. Temen deket kalau boleh dibilang.

Here's the thing. Kalau kita punya masalah, kita akan terus mencoba untuk menyikapinya. Tapi tiap orang berbeda. Kalau aku punya masalah, aku akan terusssssssssss tetap kepikiran walaupun aku udah mencoba untuk tidak memikirkan. Susahhhh rasanya buat aku untuk nggak kepikiran. Tapi, ada orang yang memang rileks dan santai banget. Orang kayak gini yang jarang banget stress. Nah, ada orang yang nampaknya nggak kepikiran padahal dalam hatinya udah berkecamuk rasa sedih, stress, atau perasaan yang lain.

Temen aku ini adalah orang yang nggak nampak stress nya. Tapi, dalam hatinya udah ada seratus ribu cara untuk melawan dan mencegah masalah itu. Dan dia lebih suka mencurahkan isi hatinya ke social networking daripada real friends dia (termasuk aku)

"Dengan masalah yang kita hadapi, diukur lah iman kita."

Teman, apapun masalah yang kita hadapi, PASTI ada jalan. Sesungguhnya di setiap kesusahan ada kemudahan. Allah hanya menguji kita sesuai kemampuan kita.

Jadi janganlah kita menzalimi diri kita sendiri. Janganlah sampai kita depresi, ingin mati, ingin keluarga yang lain, ingin ini dan akhirnya menyiksa diri kita sendiri. Ingatlah hidup ini hanya persinggahan ke kehidupan yang kekal di akhirat.

Jangan memendam perasaan dan kemudian mencurahkannya di social networking. Buat apa? Ingin simpati dari orang kah? Curahkan pada Tuhan semesta alam. Curahkan pada teman atau saudara yang paling kamu percaya. Curahkan pada lembaran-lembaran diary. Curahkan apada dinding yang kokoh tapi please teman, pikirkan seribu kali sebelum mencurahkannya di facebook, twitter atau social networking yang lain.
 

Get it right

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it takes...

Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

To get it right.

Can I start again, with my faith shaken?

'Cause I can't go back and undo things

Glee- Get it right

Ramadan Mubarak All

Ramadan Mubarak Friends. I know this is late but better late than never right? ;)

Our Lord, perfect for us our light and forgive us. Indeed, You are over all things competent. 

(Al- Tahrim 66:8)

Social Studies For Young Children

I am taking Social Studies for Young Children for this semester. First, I thought it is an easy subject. However, it is not. Hmm. My lecturer gives pretty standard assignments. But, there are sooooo many aspects that we should dig about.
Frankly, I do not really aware about this subject. After I have gone through 8 classess, I notice that social studies is connected to every subjects such as: Science and Language. Sometimes when you teach the children social studies, you also teach them about science.
From that I made my own conclusion that many schools do not have social studies in curriculum because it is related to other subjects. When the children learn Math, they also get a chance to learn social studies. For example: Time (Past, Present, Current)... When the children learn Language, they also get a chance to learn social studies. For example: Family. When the children learn science, they also get a chance to learn social studies. For example: Solar system.
When it comes to "Who is the founder of telephone?" and stuff like that, I am thinking that do the children ages 4-6 need to learn about this? Do they understand? Do they grasp the concept of founder?
Nevertheless, we as the teacher should prepared ourselves to teach the children about social studies.
Currently I am trying to read a social studies text book that my lecturer suggested to us. You know, preparing myself for exam ;)
GAMBATEH!

Relay for Life 2011

Relay for life is organized by National Cancer Society Malaysia (NCSM) every year.

This year, I have a chance to participate by donating RM 15. 

The event started from Saturday 6 pm to Sunday 10 am.

We went to the stadium at 6pm and there were like 1000 people more... There were so many tent as well.

Every hour, they presented different show and activities.
 

Most of the performers were the survivals.  They seriously were touching my heart.

At 8 pm, we had a small ceremony by put all the lantern together to remember those who has gone and those who still struggle fighting the cancer. The stadium was all dark and only all the lantern gave us light.

We enjoyed every show by  every performers, we also had a chance to meet other people. Most of my groupmates did not sleep because they did not want to miss every sinlge activities and performance. 

This event was seriously a good idea. Next year, you better join!

Giving hope celebrating a life